Fen's

睡不著的夜裡，我聽一首歌，
就這麼一首，
不斷重複、重複、重複……
如果那份悸動跟這首歌一樣就好了。
多聽幾次，就膩了：

為什麼喜歡他？沒有為什麼啊，一切都無法自我控制。
那天運動後先各自回家洗澡，準備晚上的赴約。
我一直到了忠孝新生站才收到Line說才剛搭到捷運
當時一班板南線的捷運才剛到，門緩緩開啟，但是我沒有上車
也許是不想空等，也許是不想相隔的距離這麼遙遠

我從來沒想過會有七年之癢這件事。

談了七年的感情，這樣說散就散，誰都會捨不得

有時候不知道自己是捨不得對方，還是捨不得這已經付出七年的青春。

我不是沒有掙扎過，也不是沒有妥協

有時候會勸自己要放寬心

"Far Far"
Far far, there's this little girl
She was praying for something to happen to her
Everyday she writes words and more words
Just to speak out the thoughts that keep floating inside

那天心情很好。
那是少數幾次帶著期待的心情赴約，而不是如敷衍了事的應酬
你已在我心中起舞。
我穿梭在熙來攘往的人龍
秒針在指縫與眉眼間過隙而走

Additive manufacturing(or 3D printing) has become more and more popular in recent years. Due to personal ideas, this technique could create individual objects from violins to pilotless aircraft. Now, the Gene Duplication Corporation decided to focus on the technology and use 3D printing to make tailor-made pets.
DeneDupe has previously devoted their research on the genetic engineering of animals. However, they start to research another technique, for example, printing an organ for transplant. Printing an organ is a easy way to help people. DeneDupe used a new skill to analyze the position and nature of every single cell in many kinds of animals. This technology not only creates an animal which we already knew, but allows making the new combinations of form, color and behavior from the client’s command.
However, they met a tough problem which unresolved will prevent progress with nerve cells, because nerve cells control different temperaments. Therefore, GeneDupe could provide pets which have special characteristics. Customers could make the pets which they like. There are still a few technical difficulties to overcome. They plan to produce custom-printed boyfriends and girlfriends for some people who cannot find soul-mates.
Q&A
1.    What are the ethical implications of this process?

source: http://www.economist.com/blogs/babbage/2012/03/connected-tv
Comparing with the year before, less and less Americans go to the theaters. It’s currently a lowest point about cinema attendance in the United States since 1996.
Movie executives attribute to everything, such as video games or weak economy. In fact, the reason for changing is because of consumer habits. It’s undermining the movie industry right now.
Now, Time is changing. Before days ago, there are many metrics to consider a film’s success.  So many films expected to have strong ticket sales, but the result is disappointed. In the past over years, average ticket sales for opening weekends have slowly changed.
Nowadays, most people always look for their friends or critics what’s their feeling about the films. Moreover, some people like to wait DVD or Blu-ray Disc or other video websites.

I had a terrible (suck) story for my presentation. In front of my description, I have to emphasize that this was my first time to make presentation for a client. Last Thursday, according to my assistant manager’s plan, we would go to the Taipei Lighting Show first and have a meeting with a client who comes from Romania. The meeting of host organization is Taiwan External Trade Development. Sometimes they hold many international business meetings and invite a few companies which come from all over the world in Taipei International Convention Center.

However, My assistant manager’s have a date with the host and customer on Thursday. But at the same time, she had the other meeting on Thursday. In the beginning, she hoped I could go to the meeting which the Taiwan Trade host it by myself. But I told her I couldn’t do this alone because I have never met and made a presentation to clients. If you want me to present, I need to practice before and someone have to teach me how to make a presentation. So she said: “ok, fine, I’ll go with you. You could stay my side to learn how to do a presentation.“
This day was coming, when I ready went to the meeting, my assistant manager suddenly told me she couldn’t go with me because she still had to handle the other customer. But she would ask help for the other manager who charge of display department, she would support me to present. I had a little hesitation because the Display manager already went to the lighting show and she didn’t contact the Display manager at that moment. Anyway, I still prepared some flyers and introduction Powerpoint to the place. And guess what? When I already arrived in the Taipei International Convention Center, I was ALONE!! I didn’t prepare how to present, I have never faced clients before and I still have tough process in English!!
It’s a little difficult that I discussed with the client by English. Immediately, I ask for help from the host organization, I told them I need a translation and laptop to present. Thank God!! They could provide these services to me.
But I still felt very terrible and suck about this presentation. Because in the communication, I just said three sentences: Nice to meet you! Here is my name card and Thank you!! And we didn’t discuss the detail for any case. In this meeting, we had 40mins to negotiate. But we just spent less than 20mins, including the translation! I need to spend a lot of time to practice the communication skills and ENGLISH.

Since the top football of Chinese’s league has exposed many scandals two years ago and Yao Ming has retired from the National Basketball Association, Chinese sports fans have looked for a new hero for a long time. At first, they focused on Chinese-born-and-trained Yi Jianlian of the Mavericks. They hoped Mr. Yi would replace Mr. Yao as a Chinese star in the NBA. However, Jeremy Lin, a Taiwanese-American player gets more attention in the NBA.
Although Mr. Lin is very popular in China, other Chinese still hesitate about this fever. There are four reasons: First, he was born in America and came from a Taiwanese family. (Even though most Chinese have claimed Taiwan is just an island) Second, he has strong faith in Christianity. Third, he isn’t born-and-trained in China. And the final reason, Mr. Lin graduated from Harvard which is not in the hothouse sports system of American college.
Because of his modest height and his unremarkable parents, he wouldn’t be allowed to enter China’s state sports system. The Chinese sports system prefers to choose  strong and tall players rather than point guards.
In fact, Mr. Lin’s parents wouldn’t put their child into this kind of sports system. In China, some children’s parents who come form poor rural areas may want to get the chance to attend a sports school. They can become much richer due to win competitions. But most Chinese parents prefer to see their children concentrate on studying and exams.
CCTV usually airs NBA games, but it doesn’t very often broadcast “Linsanity’s” games at present. CCTV said that most Knicks games could not be shown due to the time difference. If the timing allows, the games will definitely be broadcast preferentially.

In the beginning, I have no idea about what’s PM2.5.  
I only hear of PH or Project Manager.
And then, I surfed Internet to get some news about PM2.5 and just got the point.
PM means Particulate Matter (PM).
That is one of serious pollutants, and the most important in terms of adverse effects on human health.

A few days ago, I told to some of my friends with something. Something that we would not like to discuss, something that we would not control to change, something that we could not help to stopping at all.

I always consider why I’m still here? I always feel helpless what I don’t know. If I could not control my life, how can I change another? I would like to realize the answers, but they are still the tough questions at present.

Sometimes, silence will kill a man. I hope I can be a warm person, and always full of passion to treat everything.