Fen's

Today is another insomnious day.
I have to be honest I really a little tired to keep contact with some relationships.
Sometimes I wanna disappear...I mean not to die, just DISAPPEAR.
I depressed of myself. I have just had a terrible thought.

Fucking out the world, fucking out the rules and fucking out that I'm not the smart one.

I am not the one you thought, just please keep the praise to yourself.
That sentences always make me feel uncomfortable.

Murmur again....Hey!!! It must be have my periods. Otherwise why I get so upset?